1st, weight doesn't mean squat.... Whats your experience here? How long have you been in the gym totally? And what did your past 9 cycles look like?

Judging by your size and supposedly 9 cycles under your belt... I'd say you Nutrition was way off or you don't lift intense enough, or you have very poor sleeping habits. Best bet, if you really did have a good bit of size before.... hit the weights all natural for 6months - year, paying close attention to your Protein/Carb/Fat ratios and lift as heavy as humanly possibly and get plenty of rest. Your muscle has memory and if you did have size it'll come back and you'll add more on top of that. Then once you hit 200 naturally... go for the gear.
And by the looks of your laid out cycle, you might as well be running Sust, hell you have like 40 test esters in that cycle.

Best bet if you absolutely HAVE to do a cycle.... TEST Enanthate @ 500mgs Wk for 10 Wks, and Dbol @ 35mgs ED for the 1st 4 weeks.