[Dirrtyplaya]

Oh and to touch up on the gym a little bit I suggest, if you have the money to buy a membership. Look around and research and dammit all, go! Its not as expensive as people think it is. This way you have access to heavier weights and spotters and if you need so help on your own there are machines to guide you. Worrying about people looking at you is something you shouldn't fear. If anything even the biggest hulk there is too busy working on and worrying about his own body. Every soul in there knows that you and everyone else is there to improve themselves so bravo to you and them.